Aisya's View Of Life

Since aku tak ada kerja ... Daripada menganggur tak buat apa, aku plan untuk men'set up' beberapa aktiviti tak formal untuk diri aku lengkapkan dalam masa sepanjang aku tak bekerja ni la...huhuhu By the end of all the activities, apa yang aku akan dapat adalah SATISFACTION (^______^) So, for my number one project I will learn to play a piano!! Ahah! Bukannya aku nak belajar sampai tahu note segala, it's just for one song only which is Lagu Yiruma bertajuk River Flows in You ... Se'best' tajuknya, lagu dia pun best juge =D I will challenge myself to get all the note right for only 14 days ... Adakah aku akan berjaya? nantikan jela... Andai kata aku berjaya, aku akan meng'upload'kan video aku memainkan lagu tersebut ke dalam youtube dan mempertontonkan kepada anda semua...huhuhu =D for my 2nd project, yang itu nanti dulu ... Aku kena fulfill misi project pertama. Actually, semua project ni adalah aku punya list of things-to-do-at-least-once in-my-life =p Okey,...

Pemergian aku ke JB kali ini, tidak seperti kebiasaannya. Kali ni penuh pengisian. Sesuatu yang buat aku berfikir2 sampai terpancar kot ke muka aku ni sebab anak sedara aku datang kat aku and tanya "Mak su, kenapa mak su camni (sambil wat muka sedey)?" Aku tak dapat nak jawab sebab tiap kali nak cakap rasa nak nangis. Then, abg aku lak tanya soalan yang sama. ak simply phrase "I've seen a lot today." Bila abg aku tanya apa yang aku nampak. aku cakap "LIFE!". Mari start cerita. Pada hari Sabtu (31/7/2010), aku berada di umah tok aku untuk kenduri sempena menyambut Ramadan, abang aku yang organize majlis tu di umah tok aku ... Majlis ni secara tak langsung dapatlah menemukan sepupu2 semua since atuk aku pun dah takde, so jarang dah semua balik ke umah atuk aku di Larkin nun ... So, ni salah satu nak bagi semua adik-beradik berkumpul. Pagi tu merewang, and petang tu my parent and I dan jugak sorang makcik aku ni nak pergila melawat sedara mak aku dekat tm...

An akward feeling actually bila dengar lagu ni ... Setelah layan satu lagu Maher Zain which aku dah post pun kat blog aku ni ... This one is the other song yg aku jumpa di dalam youtube ... Ok! Kalau siapa yang ada FB aku and accidentally checking on them everytime you open yours, aku ada post jugak lagu ni kat sana. It's a nice song isn't it? Dengan cerita Ruben or his Islam name Abu Bakr, really drop down a tears. And something hit me right that moment, kenapa orang yang bukan Islam tu punyalah berusaha buat research segala nak mencari sesuatu yang boleh membuatkan diorang ni bangun setiap pagi and know exactly who they lived for? why are they even here? what's this life about? WHAT'S THE PURPOSE OF LIFE? Tetiber datang dalam pandangan aku yang aku ni, I already have all the answer to those questions but still I'm ignoring the most idea of it. Ya, kita sembahyang setiap waktu and we abide by some rules given to us but still there are some rules yang kita berat na...

Proudly announcing!!! I'm 25, SiNgLe (not sure if i ever proud of it anymore), Unemployed ... ermmm, dats all i guess (Tak cukup worst lagi ke tu???) Yea, typical advice - "ada yang lagi teruk daripada kau, kau tau tak!???" (sambil hentak2 dengan kuali) Argh, life is weird - once you have it all in front of you, once it all just slip away from the palm of your hand ... Huh! cakap cam le dah dapat semua di atas (HAHAHAHAH - gelak kat diri sendiri) Alright, just recently i've been missing lots of thing yang aku penah buat - Aku rindu nak bersukan, aku rindu nak main touch rugby, nak jog ngan kengkawan aku petang2 sambil scouting cute guys (haaaaa~ ..............) okay, back! =p ... I miss all of those thing ... Speaking about getting a job in Penang, I don't know why I JUST CAN'T FIND A JOB HERE! either im not good enough or they just don't need any new people. I have received 3 calls from Intel and none from USM and also KPJ Healthcare Penang ... I don...

One of the song that really touched me I praise Allah for sending me you my love You found me home and sail with me And I`m here with you Now let me let you know You`ve opened my heart I was always thinking that love was wrong But everything was changed when you came along OOOOO And theres a couple words I want to say For the rest of my life I`ll be with you I`ll stay by your side honest and true Till the end of my time I`ll be loving you. loving you For the rest of my life Thru days and night I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes Now and forever I I`ll be there for you I know that deep in my heart I feel so blessed when I think of you And I ask Allah to bless all we do You`re my wife and my friend and my strength And I pray we`re together eternally Now I find myself so strong Everything changed when you came along OOOO And theres a couple word I want to say For the rest of my life I`ll be with you I`ll stay by your side honest and true Till the end of my time I`ll be loving you. lovin...

Today, i want to talk about my craziness for Disney's cartoon ... Since my brother from Yanbu dah pulang ke Malaysia and then pulang semula ke Yanbu and leave his beLOVEd wife and childrens back in Malaysia, I've been given the opportunity to be their teacher ... Hah! Supposedly, ayah aku yang mengajar diorang english but it turn out aku yang excited nak ajar...hahahaha... I tell you setahun diorang kat sana english diorang are good enough ... Dari segi penstrukturan ayat memang dah okay sangat bagi budak diumur diorang ... I'm a happy teacher (^______^) So, before hand aku tak tahu macam mana nak ajar diorang ni and we all end up watching Disney's Cartoon - The Little Mermaid (Do you know there's The Little Mermaid 3??? - well, there is ... Aku pun baru dapat tahu dari Youtube) ... So, aku pun layan The Little Mermaid dengan diorang ... Sekali terimbau kenangan di masa aku masih kanak2 ribena sejati ... Aku yang excited ... One of my favourite cartoon kot The Littl...

I wont say much ... I like him but i'm not sure if i love him ... So, why should i care if he somehow suddenly have someone special in his life ... It's not like both of us ever had a conversation ermmm, a real one i mean ... So, why should him having a relationship with someone else bother me, right? right? right? So, we cool!