Aisya's View Of Life

Well, for those yang taking praktikal HEPI HOLIDAY TOMORROW! Well, tu je cuti yang korang ada paling pjg....wahahahaha...Damn it! Well, I was hoping my LI outcome will be smooth no hassle, no dilemma, heart accident and so on but then, after I received my first task which is to actually complete a system for the organization, a simple system according to them but im not sure if it is for me (WAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!)I have to say I've come to my doom day... Aku baru sekang nak terkial2 bukak netbeans, explore semula the whole thing...I was like, dreamweaver in my right side and Netbeans 6.1 on the other hand...which one to use ??? ...dreamweaver, oh yeah simple..everyone will say dat but aku nih nak connect ngan database, tak penah aku guna apa2 yang melibatkan database guna Dreamweaver...dah satu masalah...sakit....sakit....Aku pun, memilih utk menggunakan netbeans...so, I stuck now on its *tut...tut..* (cannot say...dosa wooo =P) coding! Haih~! I try to search for help in youtube...

Finally it's here... Esok, adalah first day aku akan menghadapi alam pekerjaan (feels like it) practical to be exact...tak taula apa yang diorang nak suh aku buat...rite now, seriously i'm damn nervous...but anyway, to all my friends yang menjalani praktikal cam aku nih, gudluck to you all...semoga berjaya dengan LI korang memasing...and enjoy urself...well, i'm forcing myself to feel dat too =P Sigh~! Sleeping time...nite2...dah kena tido awal =( can't believe i'm dealing wit monday blues ... arghhhhh!!! (I rather wake up early and go to class)

PCD - HALO I can make love feel just like heaven (oh) I can be a little devil in bed and (oh) Even clean and cook your breakfast But I'm not perfect, I I can take off when you need your time (oh) I can cheer lead for you from the sideline (oh) Whisper in your ear so divine But I'm not perfect, I Hope you can forgive me baby For all of the mistakes I've made (ah) Be patient with me, baby I'm just tryin' to make my way (oh) I'm not a superhero Sorry I couldn't save the day (ah) Believe me when I say That I'm sorry I couldn't wear your Halo, Halo, Halo, Halo Sorry I couldn't be your Angel, Angel, Angel, Angel I'm sorry I couldn't wear your Halo, Halo, Halo, Halo Sorry I didn't stroke your Ego, Ego, Ego, Oh No I was with him but I guess I wasn't able I'm sorry I couldn't wear your halo Halo, Halo I know how to put your mind at ease and (oh) I can dress you for all four seasons (oh) Surprise you for ...

None all the above really related but still they'll come to give me the you-can't-escape-us situation...sigh~! Misses Miss my mom my dad my brothers, sis-in-laws, nieces and nephews, fwens, jogging guy (waiting for ur HELO ) sigh~! feel like i want to miss everyone... Pressure Well, the final exam ahead me and I dun really like the time passing by so damn fast...I can't even catch all the moment and everything that happened in my everyday life in a proper way...Everything seem like have to be done in hustle...Misses those days when I can sit down for while and have my own cosy time...hard to get it nowadays...Plus, I will have no semester break this coming holiday, WAAAAAAAA!!! I will have my practical training...My final paper would be on 24th April ... I have only two days to have a break...if it really give me a little break which i can say i wouldn't have any...25th surely I have to pack all things going back to Penang...Perhaps I will be there at 12 pm or something...

If I beg and if I cry Would it change the sky tonight? Will it give me sunlight? Should I wait for you to call? Is there any hope at all? Are you drifting by... When I think about it I know that I was never held or even cared The more I think about it The less that I was able to share with you I try to reach you, I can almost feel you You're nearly here And then you disappear (Disappear, disappear, disappear) You disappear (Disappear, disappear, disappear) And then I lie all by myself I see your face, I hear your voice My heart stays faithful And time has come and time has passed If its good it's got to last It feels so right When I think about it I know that I was never held or even cared The more I think about it The less that I was able to share with you I try to reach for you, I can almost feel you You're nearly here And then you disappear (Disappear, disappear, disappear) You disappear (Disappear, disappear, disappear) You, you disappear I missed all the signs, one at ...