Aisya's View Of Life

ALLAHUAKBAR ... Aku kembali dengan izinMU ... dengan kecintaanku kepadaMU ... dengan penuh pengharapan kali ini lebih baik daripada yang sebelumnya. Labaiyk Allahuma labbaiyk ... Labaiyk laa shareeka laka labaiyk ... innal-hamda, wanni'mata, laka walmuk, laa shareeka laka. " I'am here at YOUR service ... O' ALLAH, I'm here at YOUR service, I'am here at YOUR service, You have no partner, I'm here at YOUR service ... Surely the praise and blessings are YOURS and the dominion. You have no partner." -ToOdLeZ-

"Wise men said only fools rush in ..." "I can't stop falling in love with you ..." I am mad...So very mad...I curse you inside but at the same time still can't get you out of my system...So, I dive in deep into the sea of ALLAH's love ...There, I found peace and tranquility...I learn that love is not something for you to own but for you to take it as AMANAAH. Love for the sake of ALLAH All the while, we've been doing it the wrong way ... So, I was swift away by the game of Shaytaan and I forgot the RULES I should have never hate you for what happened, instead I should take this as a lesson where I will continue learning and understand life better. When you can't never hate those who hurt you, know that your love for them is TRUE . May we find each other again, in a correct manner and with full of blessing from ALLAH. In Shaa ALLAH. 

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BOOST YOUR SELF ESTEEM ... Who cares what people think about you. You decide who you want to be and only you can do that. Take all the critics and make changes. BE A BETTER PERSON!!  Till Then, -ToOdLeZ- 

Assalamualaikum W.B.T Sebagai pembuka entri ilmiah bagi kali ini, apa kata u'olls (Oopss!) anda-anda semua menghayati ayat berikut yang saya ambil daripada surah al-Hadiid, ayat 22 - 23 "Tidak ada sesuatu kesusahan (atau bala bencana) yang ditimpakan di bumi, dan tidak juga yang menimpa diri kamu, melainkan telah sedia ada di dalam kitab (pengetahuan Kami) sebelum Kami menjadikannya; sesungguhnya mengadakan yang demikian itu adalah mudah bagi Allah. (Kamu diberitahu tentang itu) supaya kamu tidak bersedih hati akan apa yang telah luput daripada kamu, dan tidak pula bergembira (secara sombong dan bangga) dengan apa yang diberikan kepada kamu. Dan (ingatlah), Allah tidak suka kepada tiap-tiap orang yang sombong takbur, lagi membanggakan diri." Okay, so people ... Adakah anda sedang mengalami suatu emosi atau perasaan yang mana anda rasakan seperti apa yang anda lakukan tidak pernah menjadi atau anda sering saja bertemu dengan kegagalan, anda rasa kecewa. Frust dengan dir...

Recently, I was checking on my facebook and suddenly I bump to a post made by a friend ... hurm, not exactly a close one actually ... Okay, doesn't matter. First of all, I have nothing against what the person may belief but sometimes it quiet annoying when you just like to bash on people's belief and good advices ... Seriously, it's a good message sent from some people who concerns a lot about Muslim's women behavior nowadays that could effect themselves and also the people of the opposite sex. I believe some of you have seen this video: Sila klik saya, saya tak boleh klik diri sendiri So, it doesnt matter what your belief ... Just respect others because you have no idea about the religion. I believes that every religion have their own dos and donts ... so stop judging others ... Okay, let I explain the video... The video touches on 2 things ... One, about how some Muslim's women loves to upload their picture in condition where they unaware of how they represen...

Sangat melayan lagu-lagu jiwang sekarang ni ... Not that aku dah termasuk dalam golongan2 people "in-a-relationship" cuma it's just happy tengok semua kawan-kawan aku dah nak settle down, have someone special and getting marry =D Chatting ngan kawan-kawan semuanya pasal plan nak kawin or baru nak mendapat seseorang ... As for me, aku belum ketemu dengan orang yang sesuai ... So, tunggu dulu ... I'd love someone and i've been holding back those feeling from i don't know since when tapi still aku dalam proses searching2 sekarang ni ... There's always people who i attracted to tapi mungkin sekadar tengok2 je kot =p Semalam tengok citer Awake ... Adus, sangat menyentuh jiwa cerita tu ... Bila lelaki dah baik, perempuan pulak buat hal ... Begitulah ceritanya ... This man fall for a wrong girl yang mana mendapat bantahan daripada mak dia sendiri tapi atas kekerasan kepala dia, dia kawin jugak dengan perempuan tu without knowing the girl have a conspiracy to kill...

Since sekarang ni musim cuti sekolah maka kita pun akan mendapatlah jemputan2 ke kenduri kahwin ... Seperti biasalah, aku suka pergi becoz aku nak makan je ... lalalalalala~ Dan of coursela aku suka tengok plan wedding orang, huhu ... yer ar nak kasi sikit2 idea yang munasabah untuk wedding sendiri pulak nanti =p So, baru2 ni aku chat dengan sorang kawan lelaki ... Dah lama kitorang tak chatting together2 ... Dia kira adik2 ar (muda setahun dari aku) ... So, borak2 dia pun cakap le dia dah nak kahwin march next year (tertelan air liur kelat) - Dalam hatiku berkata, "Awalnyalah hang nak kawin...." huhuhu ... tapi dekat dia aku cakap le "Ha, ye ke??? oklah tu" - Hipokrasi (kua...kua..kua...) Hai, sedih sungguh aku macam ni ... Tapi seriously, best ke kawin awal ni??? Especially utk lelaki, best ke korang???? Aku ni bukanlah nak pesimis pada lelaki2 yang kawin awal ni tapi kan at the age 23,24 to end up zaman bujang korang, are you ready and willing to commit your w...

Bercerita pasal tajuk yang berkaitan dengan yang sedia ada di atas nun ... What exactly be if i really meet the one that i really adore, my idol??? So, far aku rasa cam tak de lagila unless for our ex-prime minister tok det ... heeee and of coz as for me Saidatina Aisyah r.a (our prophet's wife) - Setakat ni apa yang aku follow tahap kejelesan yang kuat ... wahahahaha tu je ... Bukan senang nak jadi cam Siti Aisyah, Seorang wanita yang penuh ngan ilmu ... Aku byk gak ilmu, ilmu keluh-kesah memanjang. Kalau nak diikutkan masa zaman nabi dulu belum ada lagi institusi pengajian tinggi tapi dah ada orang2 bijak pandai macam Aisyah ni ... Lafaz ucapannya menjadi bahan kajian dalam bidang sastera, fatwa- fatwa syariah yang dikeluarkan dikaji di institusi-instusi perundangan, hidup dan hasil pengkajiannya diteliti oleh para mahasiswa dan pendidik dalam pengkajian sejarah Islam sejak seribu tahun yang lalu...Mampu ke aku nak sampai tahap macam tu??? Khazanah pengetahuan yang dimiliki Said...

Weeee~! assignment semua dah hantar, report, projek semua dah settle...next week start final exam ... tapi yang peliknya tu, tak teruja sangat nak habis sem ni...mungkin sebab habis exam kena pikir nak wat proposal untuk fyp sem depan ... huhuhu ... Tajuk dah ada so far, cuma nak memikio camne nak buat tu satu hal lain ... huhuhu Review subjek yang aku amik sepanjang sem ni ... Dalam, banyak2 subjek yang aku amik sem ni satu subjek ni je yang aku mmg tak boleh faham apa yang cuba disampaikan ... agaknya terlalu berseni kot ... haha ... subjek software testing ... Kadang2 bila dengar lecture aku jadi kesian dengan lecturer tu, hehehe ... bukannya apa, aku rasa mmg kurang org yang faham berbanding yg faham apa itu software testing ... all those design topics ... huhu, agaknya bukan subjek major kitorang kot...tapi so far result aku okay Untuk database ... fuh, aku rasa ni lah subjek killer aku sem ni ... Dah macam amik diskret dah ... Dulu amik diskret time final yang kena struggle...sam...

So, finally i did make a change for my blog ... Ahah! I guess i don't really enjoy studying all the way ... hahaha ... must get myself some interruption to boost the lame study spirit ... wut? after all we still in the 3rd day of raya, aite? So, the raya mood is still on the higher level. Now, i have to continue...adios! but by the way, the changes will keep on going to ensure my blog grow up together2 with me =D wink*~ But still the old entry (the entry that show on how not-so-grow-up me) will remain...it will be the most valuable moment i had together along my way since i'd created this blog...it's fun never shame ... Anything you do back then, let it remain coz u wouldn't know how it will turn your life's up in the future =D It might bring laugh when you feel sad and make you evaluate yourself and change you into a better person, right??? RIGHT!!!!! huhu So, buhbye =D

I'M NOT FOR PLAYER! p/s:If you are, go get urself a bitchy slutty gurl! Thank you...

These days you barely even say my name Like you don’t really feel the same I’m wondering whats to blame Tell us something? At least if we both choose to move on we know exactly what lead us to it...Don't just go like that...Plzzz, never run from your problem because it's about someone who love you very dearly (perhaps...) You might want the 2nd chance so better have a wide thought on thing regarding your relationship that you decide These nights, I fall asleep wondering where you are It feels like we’re falling apart And it’s totally breaking my heart If only you knew.. Cause if bein’ with you means being alone And never knowing when you’re comin’ home Then I guess I’m better off on my own Critically damage...when she have a thought like this, I bet there wont be me&you in the future...So, open up your heart in the first place...Understanding is vital in one relationship and of course honesty. No matter how big is your problem, you can always share with someone who...