There will always be that one person you can't get them out of your brain. Sometimes it not only focusing on love but more to how you concern everything about the person. Especially when you fell like you knew what's going on in that person life. It's not their fault it's just how thing destined to them in this life. Perhaps a better life awaits for those who have patience and strong faith towards whatever test ALLAH given them.
To you .... that one person ...
"I always got the sense that he became torn between being a good person and missing out on all of the opportunities that life could offer a man as magnificent as him."
...And in that way ... I understood him #sigh