Aisya's View Of Life

Salam MAAL HIJRAH semua!!! Alrite, any new resolutions??? Hurm, most of us today buat azam time tahun baru ROMANIAS (bak kata mak aku) hehe ... Kira tahun baru kalendar Rom, kihkih Apa2pun, janji ada azam dan matlamat diri yang boleh membangunkan minda dan diri korang memasing - Agama kita pun dah mengajar,right? we must be a better person each and everyday ... Hari ini mesti lebih baik daripada semalam =D (grin~) Alrite, lets start my new entry for today ... Supposedly, i shouldn't be online at all - as what i had write out on my status kat FB nun =P ... Takpe, i juz view a few comments and not replying to any ... Plus, blogging not include ... So, since today kita meraikan MAAL HIJRAH (1431 H) - which is TAHUN BARU umat Islam seluruh dunia (Okay, kenapa aku membesarkan tulisan seakan penegasan ... Hari tu, my cousy tengok Cyril the magician kat channel AXN ... I don't expect him to be Muslim-Malay (hopefully) ... This guy have come out with the most stupid statement which ...

Assalamualaikum (uish, 1st time rasanya bagi salam sebagai pembuka bicara kat blog =p) Okay, today's entry adalah rentetan (is that a right word??) - kira macam diilhamkan daripada berita yang aku dengar kat radio IKIM tadi about gadis remaja (dah tak gadis dah) berumur 14 tahun yang merakamkan ke, dirakamkan ke atau terakam secara sendiri (aku pun tak pasti) melakukan hubungan seks dengan 5 orang lelaki berumur 20-an secara bergilir-gilir .... Perbuatan dia tu telah terbongkar oleh ibu bapa perempuan tu apabila salah sorang family members meninjau handphone tersebut ... Sumber dipetik daripada Berita harian - bertarikh hari ini. Okey, bila mendengar berita2 macam ni datang satu perasaan yang agak mencuakkan diri aku yang sememangnya cepat cuak dengan berita2 yang tak bape sedap didengar ni - (Nak bawak evo tapi cepat cuak ... apakah? kihkih) Adakah ini salah ibu yang mengandung??? heeeee Adakah sebab ibu bekerja so jarang berada di sisi anak-anak membuatkan mereka lebih gemar mel...

We are becoming lesser by the day Our telephone - Cordless Our cooking - Fireless Our youth - Jobless Our food - Fatless Our labour - Effortless Our conduct - Worthless Our relation - Loveless Our attitude - Careless Our feelings - Heartless Our politics - Shameless Our education - Valueless Our follies - Countless Our arguments - Baseless Our Job - Thankless Our Bosses – Brainless Our Income - Very less Our emails - useless (including this one)! got this from chain email ... something funny should be share ... =D How, i'm very divastated right now ... In a 50/50 situation on a break up with my sweet pie ... MISTSUBISHI LANCER EVOLUTION Life is unfair - Wuuuuuuu~ (T_T)

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I don't know where to find you I don't know how to reach you I hear your voice in the wind I feel you under my skin Within my heart and my soul I wait for you Adagio All of these nights without you All of my dreams surround you I see and I touch your face I fall into your embrace When the time is right I know You'll be in my arms Adagio I close my eyes and I find a way No need for me to pray I've walked so far I've fought so hard Nothing more to explain I know all that remains Is a piano that plays If you know where to find me If you know how to reach me Before this light fades away Before I run out of faith Be the only man to say That you'll hear my heart That you'll give your life Forever you'll stay Don't let this light fade away No..no...no..no Don't let me run out of faith Be the only man to say That you believe, make me believe You won't let go Adagio p/s : Lara Fabian - Adagio

Hari ni antara hari paling lazy aku ... duduk dekat dalam bilik sambil mengonlinekan diri - Facebook, yahoo mail, youtube, blogging ... Then, check out novel aku yang 90% siap itu - Dah lupa jalan citer, dah kena baca dari mula balik (296 pages - waduh2!!!) Tapi bukan itu cerita untuk entry kali ni ... Aku nak citer pasal ROCK KAPAK OMPUTIH !! harhar =p Since i've been checking out youtube dengan lagu2 latest lately (lagu si Lady Gaga - Bad Romance tu mmg menakutkan ... Napelah dia suka wat videoclip yang camtu??) tapi tiba2 aku teringat one group rock yang aku penah listen to their music ONCE UPON A TIME ... haha ... Staind Haih~ bila teringat balik masa tu, mmg sangat layan lagu2 diorang ni ... 2 of their songs are my favourite - So Far Away dengan Outside ... Aku masukkan dalam entry aku lagu Outside tu ... best tak??? best kan????? heeeee =D Ada lagi satu - This one ada kenangan ar but tak leh lak nak embed dalam ni ... Song from Crossfade tajuk lagu Cold ... Aku suka bet...

Since sekarang ni musim cuti sekolah maka kita pun akan mendapatlah jemputan2 ke kenduri kahwin ... Seperti biasalah, aku suka pergi becoz aku nak makan je ... lalalalalala~ Dan of coursela aku suka tengok plan wedding orang, huhu ... yer ar nak kasi sikit2 idea yang munasabah untuk wedding sendiri pulak nanti =p So, baru2 ni aku chat dengan sorang kawan lelaki ... Dah lama kitorang tak chatting together2 ... Dia kira adik2 ar (muda setahun dari aku) ... So, borak2 dia pun cakap le dia dah nak kahwin march next year (tertelan air liur kelat) - Dalam hatiku berkata, "Awalnyalah hang nak kawin...." huhuhu ... tapi dekat dia aku cakap le "Ha, ye ke??? oklah tu" - Hipokrasi (kua...kua..kua...) Hai, sedih sungguh aku macam ni ... Tapi seriously, best ke kawin awal ni??? Especially utk lelaki, best ke korang???? Aku ni bukanlah nak pesimis pada lelaki2 yang kawin awal ni tapi kan at the age 23,24 to end up zaman bujang korang, are you ready and willing to commit your w...

I don't know where to begin Fighting a war I can't win Fighting a memory Something that use to be Hurmmm No matter how hard I fight All of my strength and my might Keeps defeating me It just keeps defeating me Urrmmm So what I'm trying to say I know what's happening Your body is here with me But your heart and your mind is still with her Go back to what you know Go back to where you know your heart is boy Just be honest (This is impossible) This is impossible We'll never work cause you don't want it babe You belong with her so go back to what you know Telling me things of you two Killing me when she was with you And how she was oh so sweet The way that she use to treat you (Seems you just can't) Keep her out of your mind Obvious to me that I'm Not where you want to be Baby you don't want me No no So what I'm trying to say I know whats happening Your body is here with me But your heart and your mind is still with her GO BACK TO WHAT YOU KNOW! And ...

J'veux ton amour Et je veux ton revenge J'veux ton amour I don't wanna be friends it means I want your love and I want your revenge I want your love I don't want to be friends Perasaan untuk melepaskan sangat sukar ... TIDAK DINAFIKAN but for someone yang less important, it's so damn easy but how about those yang soooo dear to our heart??? Akan hadirlah cerita2 kisah hidup yang dulu yang without we realizing it we bring it forward with us ... Ain't we suppose to leave it behind??? Ada yang cakap untuk pengajaran tapi kalau dah terlalu detail kite membawa sekali kisah2 silam itu bersama2 - Entahlah, i dun feel like we really2 moved on and let it pass us. I take me as an example - Dalam tak sedar, sometimes it feels like I'm doing certain thing to show 'him' I'm so moved on tapi bila cerita dekat one of my friend - "No, u don't ... kalau ko dah lupa, ko tak perlu nak menunjuk2 dekat dia." Itulah responnya ... Tapi ya ke??? A litt...

" ... forgive me if i can't stop loving you" (^_^) Such a beautiful song indeed ... Ingat lagi lagu Bryan Adam - Please forgive me ... Waaa~ Sangat suka lagu ni ... Antara lagu tangkap lentok aku di zaman muda remaja ... Sekang pun muda gaks tapi lagu nih mmg lama dah ... Aku dulu lagi dah suka dengar lagu Inggeris ni ... huahua - Tak tahan lagu jiwang laks tu, Muahahahaha ... Hari tu, masa tengah drive bukak ler radio, sekali kuar lagu ni (dah pertengahan la) - Lamanya tak dengar!!! Apa lagi kasi naik ler volumennyew ... As for me lagu ni takdela mempunyai apa2 kenangan yang indah bersama, kan...in fact it's a sad song (macam tak penah berlaku benda2 sedih je dlm hidup aku,kann?? hah!) Tapi lagu ni lelaki tu yang minta maaf - hurm, as far as i concern tak de sorang lelaki yang aku kenal and ter'couple' secara tak sengaja yang ada buat salah nak minta maaf kat aku - NONe, ZERO! well, aku take it this way la ... sentiasa positif,kan...harhar...Diorang ni, m...

Giving my most happy face =D Walaupun, sangat banyak masalah nak tengok cite New Moon tapi still dapat jugak akhirnya menegokin citer tersebut grin*~ Well, daripada nak tengok ngan 'special' someone-tak-jadi sampai last2 kepada kengkawan aku semuanya tak berlaku finally ngan budak jugak jalan ... kuakuakua Funny how thing work out So, tengok ler dengan perasaan yang sangat teruja (Edward~ heeee) Movie start kul 2:10 ptg ... Kuar umah kul 1:35 (selambakan? yer ar, lunch dulu...solat dulu) ... Shopping mall tu pun tak jauh dari umah aku ... Tapi unfortunately, keta lak kehabisan minyak time tu dah 1:50ptg ... Tetiber kadar adrenalin meningkat - dah cam Amazing Race ... Habis je isi minyak terus, nak masuk tempat parking ... Sekali tersalah masuk jalan pulak tapi last2 dapat gak ler masuk balik jalan ke parking and time masuk tu 2:05 ... ada lagi 5 minit untuk beli tiket dan berkejaran ke bilik teater ... WAAAAA~ beratur agak panjang ... Bila dah giliran aku, beli - amik balance ...

Mereka meragui wujudnya cinta yang sejati Tidak hati ini Semenjak dari mula Ku yakin ada cinta Cintalah yang memungkinkan segala Ku rela biar betapa pun perit tertusuk duri Jalan berliku tiada bertepi Ku percaya tidak sia-sia aku diuji Demi cinta tersembunyi hikmahNya pasti Pandang-pandang alam ini Sambil pandang difikiri Mana bumbung langit tinggi Mana lantai bumi Tiap satu yang terjadi Tidak mungkin tersendiri Cuba cari jawapannya andai meragui Mereka meragui wujudnya cinta yang sejati Tidak hati ini Semenjak dari mula Ku yakin ada cinta Cintalah yang memungkinkan segala Ku rela biar betapa pun perit tertusuk duri Jalan berliku tiada bertepi Ku percaya tidak sia-sia aku diuji Demi cinta tersembunyi hikmahNya pasti Pandang-pandang alam ini Sambil pandang difikiri Mana bumbung langit tinggi Mana lantai bumi Tiap satu yang terjadi Tidak mungkin tersendiri Cuba cari jawapannya andai meragui Ku rela biar betapa pun perit tertusuk duri Jalan berliku tiada bertepi Ku percaya ...

Setelah dekat seminggu duduk melepak kat KL then pergi beraya haji di JB for 3 days, finally balik ke Penang ... Satu perjalanan yang sangat memenatkan ... Masa nak balik ke Penang singgah ke Perak to attend adik kawan aku punya wedding kat Tanjung Tualang ... Perjalanan yang agak mengerikan sebab ayah aku tersalah masuk jalan laluan motor ... Aku pernah pergi umah kawan aku ni cuma aku terlupa jalan yang agak curam tu for motor - Orang sana pun tak letak apa2 sign yang mengatakan "Laluan Motor" or "Motor Only" etc ... So, dengan penuh keyakinan kitorang drive naik sampai atas (kereta mmg muat sampai atas, tapi once dah berada di atas - plg curam that's where jalan makin menyempit ... Aku cakap kat ayah aku, turun jela tapi ayah aku cakap try je naik sampai atas - ayah aku ni, keta kite bukan 4WD ... wuuuuu~ Aku pun ikut je, dah sampai atas tu, keta cam dah berat - yelah curam tuh! ... Then, berjayala naik ke atas cuma tak perasan ada batu besar di kiri dan kana...

It's hard to explain Inherently it's just always been strange Neither here nor there Always somewhat out of place everywhere Ambiguous Without a sense of belonging to touch Somewhere halfway Feeling there's no one completely the same Standing alone Eager to just Believe it's good enough to be what You really are But in your heart Uncertainty forever lies And you'll always be Somewhere on the Outside Early on, you face The realization you don't have a space Where you fit in And recognize you Were born to exist Standing alone Eager to just Believe it's good enough to be what You really are But in your heart Uncertainty forever lies And you'll always be Somewhere on the Outside And it's hard...And it's hard...And it's hard Irreversibly Falling in between And it's hard...And it's hard To be understood As you are...As you are Oh, and God knows That you're standing on your own Blind and unguided Into a world divided You're thrown Wh...

Overwhelm Story 1 Today, my sis-in-law (SIL) yang kat Arab nun selamat melahirkan her 4th child - another boy ... It seems like the princessa of the family stay in her thrown still (hahaha) but she was hoping she'll have a baby-sister ... No problemo, looking at the bright side kakak, you the only girl thou - Like me (I have so much priviliges to enjoy!) Thou, they are so afar and up till now I still have no idea what's the new born name, hurmmm...I'm still happy coz If ALLAH's will I'm going to be there on 19th of Dec .... weeee~ Can't wait to perform my umrah and doa banyak2 kat sana ... hurmmm, hopefully everything go as smooth as it can be - No period for me plzzzzzzzzzzzz (from 19/12 - 30/12) Story 2 I finally finished (well, seems like it) what I was doing to my blog ... How was it? I don't know but I pretty like it this way minus the nuffnang where I don't really get it - but doesn't matter, I'll fix it later and also other things which I ...

BLOG CURRENTLY UNDER CONSTRUCTION ... HARAP BERSABAR YEA KENGKAWANKU SAYANG~ (^_^)

Have you heard this song before by Leona Lewis??? seen its video?? must watch actually ... So, how was that??? Sad? weird? blur? i dun give a damn? Apa2pun pendapat korang but to me, the storyline mmg best and really enjoy the video ... What if the situation there happens to you? How you deal with it? Trust me, I have experienced those misinterpret sign of the one who we actually close with or feel some kind of connection with him/her and when it happened of coz kiter rasa cam nak bunuh2 je orang tu but one thing we forgot, salah kita juga sape suh gatai terasa lebih? Zaman sekarang to me, i dun think i'm willing to buy any guy sign anymore because it can have the other side meaning ... Maybe they don't feel anything at all, they just trying to be nice but WE misinterpret them...Cepat sangat mentafsir sesuatu yang belum tentu. I once had a friend yang suka sangat consider all guy he had talk to, actually suka kat dia ... This type of person susah nak handle sebab dia dah masuk...

We are the lucky ones We shine like a thousand suns When all of the colour runs together I'll keep you company In one glorious harmony Waltzing with destiny forever Dance me into the night Underneath the moon shining so bright Turning me into the light Time dances whirling past I gaze through the looking glass And feel just beyond my grasp is heaven Sacred geometry Where movement is poetry Visions of you and me forever Dance me into the night Underneath the moon shining so bright Turning me into the light Dance me into the night Underneath the moon shining so bright Let the dark waltz begin Oh let me wheel - let me spin Let it take me again Turning me into the light p/s : Song sang by Hayley Westenra